Confuse

Smlm is kind of a shock for me. A nice surprise actually. He asked me for in relationship back with him. I was like 'huh?' really? With me? Again? It was out of sudden. It completely blown me away, since that is the thing that I really want to hear most from him for the past 3 months.

I was craving for him, and now he want me back with him. Truthfully, I was of course happy knowing that he still misses me and care for me. But the pain and the scars that he left me with previously. I don't know whether I can accept him back. At least not that easily I guess.

I asked him to give me some time. He told me not to take so much time to think about it. Huhuhu.. T__T Don't know what to do, how to react. Can I stay with him without relationship, but only care for him? Coz in Islam, coupling is HARAM! Well, I really need time to think about it how to tell him this.

Because my sister also not in relationship anymore because of the coupling issue. I really2 respect my sister very much and I really look up on her.. She's one of the good example that I should follow...

Port Dickson..

Baru2 ni my family and Cik Bib's family pergi ke PD. Time cuti sekolah baru2 nie. Omg~ traffic is like crazy!!! I just can't stand sitting inside the car for almost 4 hours to get from Nilai to PD. It was no fun at all.. Nway, it is better off to shut my mouth before anyone else gets annoyed. hehehehe.. (bringing the bad influence I guess) No good at all.

Bila dah sampai sana, kami pun bergambar la. Aku selaku photographer. Fuh, after this kalu gi PD lagi no way aku nak pakai contact lens lagi. Boleh blah.. :P

So among the pictures that I managed to capture.. ^^,

Sesudah sampai~

Lepas dah mandi~

Me and wani (sepupu)

Ikin and Ika (sepupu juga)

Mak dan cik bib~

Ayah dan pakcik Nurin

Haziq dan Hafiz~

Well, it was fun. Tapi aku bantai tido je sepanjang hari kat PD tu..Muahahahaha...tak kire. Sedap kowt dgn angin sepoi2 bahasa tido bawah pokok yg rendah.. perhhhh... Lagi satu sebab is menjaga kulit dari kena sun burn. I swear, I don't want any sun burn on my skin. History taught me well kay....huhuhu. Tak mahu pisang berbuah 2 kali..

Kursus 3P at Uitm Shah Alam

Well, the truth is I almost giving it up at first. Since the college is not so good. It was suck! Compared to Puncak Alam, but well fate had its own plan~ since sblm ni mmg aku pernah bercita2 nak jadik student kat UiTM Shah Alam, and now my dreams had been fulfilled..Thank you Allah~ ^^,

Nway, seronok juga attend kursus ni. Other than the certificate, it gave me the opportunity to spend one last time with my dearly friends... :D I just so grateful of all these things.

The pics below were pic of my group and I alongside with our trainer from Filipina.. Mr. Dennis. We are having a BLAST! Seronok giler. So this is the last day where we get to be the 2nd winner for the quiz and we got the 2nd biggest chocolate from him. Thanks Dennis! [^.^]

Me with my group member...stress, tapi seronok bila dah last2! ^^,

hehe~ Sempat lagi bergambar...

So far, certificate Project Management je baru sampai, now tinggal tunggu sijil ITIL pula...heheh. Nway, it was a blast!

Keychain.

The key chain that I gave him.

When I saw his profile pic with this picture, i was totally stunned. I am speechless~ but again, I am happy when I saw this. It shows that he still thinking of me. It is good since I always thinking of him too~ ^^, I'm just so happy at this point of time....

Finally Habis

Sungguh tak disangka akhirnya habis juga Program Pentauliahan Professional di UiTM Shah Alam baru-baru ini. Ingatkan boleh jalani program ni like a piece of cake, tapi it takes a lot of effort juga utk pass it successfully. I get a lot from this program. It taught me a lot of things. Especially ITIL coz it is a whole new thing for me. My curiosity really worth it coz at first I almost didn't make it because of the boring Softskill classes. Mr. Kenneth doesn't did good job with the class. I really2 disappointed.

Other than that I've got the opportunity to get back together with my ex-classmate from diploma days Adah, Elly and Fieza. I really grateful for having them in my life. They made me laugh so hard and we have a very good time a lot! Alhamdulillah. Also not forgetting to Sha for helping me a lot in ITIL. Every night for 1 week time we do the revision together. I'm thankful that she's willing to help me out. It's very touching my feeling la.. T__T sob, sob~

Oh ya, I just found out that my prediction before this is true. It is true that this 'person' didn't welcomed my presence even tough that I really need help at that point of time. I'm very disappointed with this person coz I thought this person was my friend. So much of a friend huh~ Takpelah, takde kawan mcm dia pun aku tak ralat la. Its okey, that day were my days, satu hari nnt sape tahu?

Now I'm an ex-student of UiTM. Yah~ dah ada title baru lagi... ^^, HOpe for the future to shine, insyallah~ Good luck to all of my friends too...Chaiyok2! Love you guys..

Change Management

Muahahahah~ (nak gelak sepuas2 hati....) padan muka change management tadi! dah aku balon cukup! Ntah apa yang aku carutkan pown tak taulah. Just aplikasi dari apa yang aku ingat time dalam kelas Ms.Nudra. Harap2 spelling nama dia betullah tadi. Jap lagi, salah nama tak pasal2 potong markah.. Adush!

Mmg gamble la aku, pilih 4 chapter je kowt out of 9 chapter..Ha hambik ko! Pagi tadi bangun kul 5 pagi, tapi dapat stay 15 minit je dok kat hall dpn rumah nie. Pastu masuk balik bilik.. (takut beb!) seram lak dok sowang2 kat luar tuh. Tapi kat dalam bilik dah mcm sauna dah aku rasa pagi tadi. Mmg tak berapa convenient la nak tido.

Namun, pembacaan tetap diteruskan. (Ntah apa yang aku baca pown tak ingat.. :P) Baca mmg baca, tapi bukan ingat pown. Apa2pown aku tetap usaha utk ingatkan dan fahamkan. That's the least I can do.

Bila dah last sem ni, mcm2 kes berat pula yang terjadi.. Hmmm, aku tak tau lah nak ckp mcm mana sbb ini melibatkan value dan integrity seseorg individu tersebut. Maybe ni hukuman dari Allah, nak tunjuk betapa tinggi or rendahnya langit itu... Apa2 pun harap kepada kawan2 yg lain, jalanlah terjejas kerana mereka2 ni..teruskan perjuangan hingga ke titisan dakwat pen yang terakhir. Akhir kata, majulah diri untuk masa depan. Hwaiting!

Selamat Hari Ibu

Disini dan disaat ini, ingin saya mengucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu kepada mak saya Pn. Fatimah bt. Rasol kerana menjadi mak yang sangat sporting dan caring terhadap anak2nya....

Saya rasa bertuah kerana ada mak sptnya~ Dilahirkan dan dibesarkan olehnya... (mata dah mula berair... ) Terima Kasih emak, jasamu tak akan dapat mampu ku balas hingga ke akhir hayat....

From you daughter,
Nuraini Jasni

p/s: Dah tanya mak, "Nak along buat kad tak sempena hari ibu?" Jawab mak aku "Tak payah nak membazir~". LOL hehehehe... Takpe mak, nnt along balik, kita gi makan A&W ea~ Ikin belanja~ muahahahahahaha...

Research

Dah hari2 last nak exam ni group sibuk menyiapkan research paper. Fuh~ dahlah SAD tak bacer lagi... I'm so worried

Wat kerja kat Mcd...panas gak ler..hehehe. Baru saya perasan yg saya dah agak chubby...hua!!!! tak nak chubby lagi~